BrianalovesShawn

29.08.11

2011-08-29T02:27:00.000-07:00

Exactly how i felt one year ago :)

2011-08-09T10:23:00.000-07:00

At bib's place.

Looks like Gucci gona bite me?

Naw she's just biting her tail ;3

2011-08-03T07:45:00.000-07:00

You know what i really hate?

......

Well the thing that I practically hate the most,

I watching Bibs struggling with his RJ & Tests while I can do nothing.

When his RJ's/ UTs give him a hellish time,

his attitude + mood just totally changes.

And one thing about it is that I don't think anything that i do can help to calm his nerves.

I just can't do anything.

I only wish to see him be happy as always :l

sigh.

2011-07-21T04:34:00.000-07:00

Fits like a puzzle when we kiss.

2011-07-05T09:23:00.000-07:00

School was ok today. Quite fun as we drew each other's faces ^^

I only like drawing classes :( haiyouuu~

After school had Gelare aisukerimu (icecream) with precious bee.

So sweeet eating sweet treats with my sweetheart!

Sad thing was that didn't took any pics. But oh well...

Went to bee's place afterwards for a lil while and rushed to meet asyiqin at adm macs.

Damn epic thing happened after digging through our way up to the 22th+ powerpoint slide.

The lappy just suddenly blacked out and restarted.

We made quite a commotion which caused the patrons of macs to stare at us.

When my lappy was back up again, the ppt slides came back.

So much for a severe heart attack.

We did mostly of copying & pasting then we went back home. gona continue in the morning.

Sometimes i wonder why am i so bad at convincing people in something that is right.

Am i really so ignorant looking?

2011-06-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

Our love is beautiful

Bfast

2011-06-22T06:39:00.000-07:00

Slept at 3+ -4 Last night and woke up at 7am!

MADE BREAKFAST FOR BEEBEE!

It was kinda rush as i was afraid I would not have enough time to make the bento.

However, the timing was just right I guess.

My crafting skills literally SUCKS OKEH.

Cut the egg so ugly. Sian ji pua.

Wanted to cut patterns but i failed, so I just made a baby-cradle like egg.

The hot dogs also look vry dry!

The apple was suppose to be a rabbit but ended up at a cat.

Well it's not bad already, I suppose :)

Went to school with bro and passed bibi the bento! ^.^

Hope he had a pleasant surprise when he lifted the lid of the bento box.

Making breakfast for bibi on fri again!

But involves no cooking i guess. ahahah

alone

2011-06-15T12:52:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

It's raining outside. My windows shut.

It's getting a bit warm here.

It's 3:50AM now.

I can't get to sleep.

Why?

Sitting on my bed under a dim orange light.

Tapping away on this laptop blogging.

I miss my Bee.

Many thoughts are spinning around my mind.

Thoughts of the future and etc.

I really miss him now.

Wondering if he's sleeping well.

Wondering what he sees in his dreams?

Shawn's the first guy in my life who really makes me feel special ^_^

Sometimes such things are just hard to explain.

He is the first guy ever to spare so much thoughts and care for me.

First guy who is not self-centered.

First guy who does not have bad attitude towards me.

First guy who is so sweet and sincere.

First guy who doesn't tell me to do/buy things at his bid.

First guy to meet my family.

First guy to bring me to many places.

First guy whom shared with me many new food.

First guy whom make me smile at just the thought of him.

First guy I feel very secure with.

First guy whom made me head over heels over him.

First guy who gave me a very sweet handmade valentines gift.

First guy whom really celebrated my birthday with.

First guy whom bought me a cake with candles lit and a birthday present.

First guy whom sings to me.

First guy whom gives me fireworks when we kiss.

First guy whom makes me addicted to his scent.

First guy to make me want a future with very certainly.

First guy that follows me to and fro the hospital when my eye was infected.

First guy to constantly remind me to put my eyedrops and wear rubber bands.

First guy that always sends me home regardless of where I was.

First guy to listen to me and brush his teeth :D

First guy that sat and chat with me at the void deck for hours.

First guy that sends me home to my doorstep and leaves until I close the door.

First guy that listens to all the songs I send to him.

First guy that doesnt not mind where-ever I want to go.

First guy that I spend my valentines with.

First guy that I met his family and parents.

First guy that was there for me when i was seriously ill.

First guy to touch my heart.

First guy to take strolls with me during lantern festival looking at dim candles at the park.

First guy to piggyback me.

First guy to always fetch me from work regardless of after school.

First guy who is able to tolerate my monthly nonsense.

First guy who shares wonderful moments with.

First guy that comes to visit my home on CNY with my sec school friends.

First guy that I lit a lantern of wishes with and let it float into the sky.

First guy that accompanied me to watch tv at my own home after 1st day of school.

First guy that came to look for me when I was hospitalised.

First guy that is a gentleman.

And that guy, is the guy of my life.

Moneymoney

2011-06-13T09:47:00.000-07:00

I want this watch:(

And I want to change my phone.

Hurr.. 2 months 6 days to go.

2011-06-13T01:29:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,Bebee's school started already and I've still 2 more weeks to go.

A list of things I must keep track to do.

VAS.

HTI Journal.

Damn the journal seriously. Sigh. Anyway I'm anticipating over the results of my OC project.

Hope I can score well. I Have yet to receive any 'A's yet. *sad face*

Anyway looking back at my secondary school life and poly life, I much prefer people from secondary school.

Poly people come in so many kinds. This is just the beginning of how the people in the working society is going to be.

All the cocky, stuck up, rude, self-centered people.

I've planned to slack for the 1st week of holidays.

Do homework for the 2nd week.

And work the last week.

I guess I need more income. Got the urge to buy some things, and ofcourse maintain the amount of money in my bank.

Just to blog a little between the times I share with my Bebee:)

Hmm.. Met my bebee at late 8 plus at Harbour Front on friday and we wanted to go to USS to see fireworks.

Unfortunately some staff crew said that the $5 tickets were not available for the whole of June until further notice. :(

So ended up, I just went to buy something for my dad and bebee bought popcorns.

Caramel+Cheese. I prefer the caramel one because the cheese one is kinda soft. Like a lau hong.

We strolled around as I've never really walked some places around there.

Headed back to Vivo after awhile and only roamed for a short moment as all the shops are closing.

I shall blog about last night now :)

Went to Bebee's place around late 11 plus.

Waited for 912 for almost 20 minutes, but the people waiting for 969 were more frustrated as they waited a longer time. An old woman was pissed she kept grumbling. Lol.

When I was about to reach Bee's place, the bell wasnt working and I had to alight a stop ahead and figure my way to his place.

Followed Bebee's family to Warren Country Club and had late breakfast with his Uncle's family too.

Spent the rest of the day at Bebee's place with his uncle family, and had our tze char dinner together at Yishun.

Honestly I enjoy being around with his family, however I feel a little awkward and bad inside.

That is because I don't feel good that his family pays for my meals and I just sit there and eat.

Holidays coming

2011-06-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

Approx 1 month plus since I've updated.

Holidays coming & I can finally spend more time with my Bibi C:

HIAKHIAKKKS~! ♥♥♥

recovery

2011-04-29T05:48:00.000-07:00

Smile~

Dear diary,

I've finally recovered from my what known illness that made me vomit nonstop and unable to excrete =.=

It was a very torturing and horrendous experience.

However, the best thing was to have my baby by my side.♥

I hope I'll also be there for him in his times of need.

Seoul

2011-03-29T09:50:00.000-07:00

It's been a long time since our clique met up.

We gathered at CWP at 5.20 and headed off to Yishun together.

As usual I'm always late =_=

Meet 5.15= I leave house/wear shoe at 5.15

BAD BAD TIME MANAGEMENT. HAHAHAHA.

We walked around popular for awhile then headed to Seoul Garden to wait for Fiona to come after her work.

Well I didn't eat quite a lot, also not very little leh.

But quite a lot of icecream. =o= Fattening. Sheesh.

Went to arcade afterwards and watched the guys play some racing game.

Fiona watching was more excited than them playing lol.

Went back at around 10 plus.

Quite a fun day out today ^.^

Especially when disturbing MK when he's playing his game. HAHA

We all camwhore around him.

Joke of the day.

Ok time to rest! Nightz!

Day at the zoo

2011-03-28T09:30:00.000-07:00

Dear diary,

Today Baby and I made a trip down to the zoo.

We met in the morning and had our breakfast at Macdonalds.

We then took a bus down to the zoo soon after.

Saw a lot of animals and took a few pictures.

Had a large cup of Ben & Jerry's icecream too, thanks to natasha.

Watched 2 shows:

Splash safari and animal friends show.

Animal friends show was quite.. simple? Not up to my expectations.

We continued to walk until 6 plus which the zoo closes.

Took a bus back to woodlands and we both had tomyum for dinner.

Bi came to take his pint and went home.

Quite an interesting day spent today.

Hope to go other places with baby in future:)

Especially overseas!

Romans

2011-03-17T03:27:00.000-07:00

Woodlands waterfront with baobao yesterday.

It was a really fine weather :)

Cooling and windy.

We kinda watched the sunset together,

afterwards we went to have our dinner.

Life like this is so perfect. ♥

Friction

2011-03-14T11:18:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry my love, that I gave you attitude.

Will you ever forgive me?

We're cool now :) And I love you.

8 days til I get my macbook pro from SP!

And today is tuesday, 15th March.

Going for some check up at the eye specialist at KTPH... Such a drag to travel to and fro :(

Good thing I have Bebe with me! ♥♥♥

Many many hearts.

Baby Shawn is the best I could ever have.

New journey

2011-03-12T02:58:00.001-08:00

RAWR!

It's been a long long long long time since I last blogged.

Well, I guess I shall start again.

Let me begin with what is on my mind first.

My O level results were quite okay and not disappointing.

I achieved my aim of getting a distinction for Art & English.

I am posted to Visual Communication and media design at Singapore Polytechnic.

I hold a part time job at Ben and Jerry's at the zoo.

The job kind of suck for me.

I guess I am not a person who is cut out to go out there to work. Yet.

I'm contemplating weather to continue this job when school starts or to just quit.

The phase between 2010-2011 has been very eye opening.

In between that 1 year, I've experienced more dramas than ever.

Each coming one after another.

The most impactful one was meeting shawn again.

I've learnt a lot in between that short year.

People come and people go.

Hatred comes and hatred go.

Love comes and love goes.

Ups and downs.

Pain and joy.

Not only that I've learnt how to handle problems in life, I've also learnt more about what the society is going to be.

This is just the very beginning and there is more to come.

I learnt what love really feels like.

It is much sweeter than any candy or flower.

That powerful firework-bursting feeling that is utmost undescribable.

I feel so free and full of joy whenever I see that special person.

Holding his hand or just a peck of his lips makes my whole heart melt.

The explosive spark would go off at the slightest word of 'I love you' coming from his lips.

For my whole life, he is the only one who would make me feel so comfortable & loved.

Friends too, come and go.

I didn't know what happened but I've learnt to be stronger.

Although we do not talk anymore, I still miss you all.

Trust. Understanding. Hypocritical. Contradictions.

Those are lessons learnt.

Oh well,

Poly is going to begin.

Going to embark on my future endeavours.

Meeting new friends soon and a new chapter of my life shall begin.

Hope to do well in every test and score well for my GPA!

This way, Baby and I will have a beautiful future together!